Tomorrow is December 1st - the beginning of my favorite month. I love December - the weather changes, hot coffee tastes better, people have the holiday spirit, Christmas lights are up - but it doesn’t feel real this year. I am trying very hard to find that spirit I usually have but something is just missing. I think more than anything someone is missing. It is hard to think of a December and...
"Cheese, it like has no carbs"
Good Tips to remember. I deleted the stupid ones, which included the skip alcohol tips. Drink one glass of water every hour. It will make you feel full. Drink ice cold water. Your body will burn calories just getting the water to a normal temperature to digest. Also it is great for your complexion. Drink 3 cups of green tea daily. It will help boost your metabolism, plus its anti-oxidants make...
of being heart broken. Miss my dad more than ever.
Father Time's Name Must be Gary
Because the last week has passed about as quickly as a snail - yes that was a Sponge Bob pun. Lame. That’s how I feel. This has been the weirdest adjustment. I keep thinking I will start feeling better soon but then realize it’s only been three weeks. Then the roller coaster dips again and the tears come and I realize I didn’t wear my waterproof mascara today. I want one more...
Almost done with my first complete day back at work. It’s been just over two weeks since my heart broke. Today has been rough. Waves of emotion constantly. Random thoughts that cause tears. Pictures, words, everything reminds me of him and how empty I feel. I have a million what-ifs and wishes. Time is going to have to heal, although I’m not sure I will ever feel whole again.